That is one hell of a coat...Who has that much money to spare for a coat?????
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Last thing I copied: (I don't actually remember what it is so will be interesting...)
Drying his tears on the way and trying to ignore the painful ache in his heart, Yong Qi made straight for the Imperial Stable and without another word to eunuchs there ordered a horse saddled (in a very shaky voice). He really didn't want to stop and think what a dreadful sight he must have looked at the moment, but jumped straight on his horse and rode straight out of the palace to to the outskirt of the city.
He knew Zi Wei would never let him go off alone like this and knew she must have sent someone after him but he didn't care. He couldn't care less who was sent after him, as long as whoever it was would leave him alone and content themselves with the fact that he was not, in fact, off to do anything stupid like killing himself.
No, far from it. Yong Qi just couldn't make himself stay in Jing Yang Gong at that moment. Not when he had to face with everyone else's grief while he couldn't even quite face his own. The sight of his daughter's tears had been the thing that made Yong Qi realised that he had really lost Xiao Yan Zi. The fact that even six-year-old Bao Zhu understood that her mother was gone had drove it home to him that he had lost her.
He didn't stop his horse until he reached the wide plain outside the city that they have often visited, just racing their horses through the stretches of green grass, enjoying the sun and nature. The wide stretch of grass that spread out around him contained some of their sweetest memories, their happiest time together. Now, standing here, listening to the birds chirping and the occasional snorts of the horse beside him, Yong Qi wondered if he would ever feel happy again. How many hours they must have spent here, feeling totally happy and loved and carefree. Seeing it only made Yong Qi more acutely become aware of the pain rising in his chest and the tears that threatened to fall.
He had known this would happen, hadn't he? He had been expecting this, these last few weeks more than ever. If he ever fooled himself by thinking that knowing this would happen would make it less painful, he knew he was so wrong now. Knowing it would happen only made it more painful to bear when it did.
Yong Qi had never allowed him to think it before, but now, he wondered how he would really cope without her. The spans of the years that lay ahead of him seemed bleak and cold, without Xiao Yan Zi's warm smiles and lively presence. She was the one who taught him to live life, not merely existing in it. She taught him what it was to really laugh and enjoy the pleasures around him, to appreciate the simple joys of laughter instead of taking for granted the gold and wealth around him. She was his life, his every breath. And now, his little swallow had flown away from him forever and he wondered if he could ever live again.
He had promised her, hadn't he? That he would live so that she could live through him. Yong Qi knew, no matter how painful it might be to walk the rest of his life without her, he would keep his promise to her. She had taught him, after all, that life was too precious to waste. He would cherish it, his chance to enjoy the joys she could no longer enjoy, his chance to see and love and appreciate what she could no longer do. He would live, so that she'd live. He would cherish memories of her. Whenever he felt down, he would think of her, of her smiles, and it would make him smile too.
Yong Qi's cheeks were wet with tears as he stood thinking of her. He knew she was here, with him. The gentle breeze played her songs, her sweet voice singing to him. This was their sanctuary, the place she would be, forever. As painful as losing her was, being here, in the place that was so magical to them both, comforted him.
This was where she lived now.

Ah...from my fanfic...was posting it on a site. Damn...I wrote this a while ago, but I remember writing it. I was crying.